...life, stuff, nonsense, blab....
I have now come to the conclusion that no-one reads my blogs, so what the heck, i won't feel guilty about being all depressed and moaning because no-one is reading it.........
......meant to be seeing my boyfriend tonight, then my mum has the decency to tell me that she is working and i can't get a lift home :((((((( i really wanted to see him, i cant see him 2moro because he is out all day and then working in the evening... oh well, it won't bother me, it will be my family who have to put up with my bad temper 2moro...
Life is pretty glum, up till yesterday my half term was going amzingly well!!!!! Still haven't done my art, i suppose if i have enough will power i will work on it 2moro, because that way i won't feel guilty about being with him on sunday!!! (god, thinking about it, i hope he isn't busy on sunday, what if he feels he has to do his school work, he would still see me but i wouldn't see him because i would feel guilty....) :s Well, back to my art, i should go do it now. I'm bored, very bored, watching a crap film and waiting for someone to come on msn to talk to (yea, right?! its friday night, everyone is out).
Its only ....11 days to my birthday....and its only 11 days to my art exam..... 11 days to do 20 pages of my sketchbook, thats like 2 pages a day! :o which i will never do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right, i am going to do my art THIS MINUTE!!! I will not go to bed until i have completed five pages!!!Five WHOLE pages!!! Its 8.20pm now, so im gonna have to work hard, here goes, wish me luck, my art drives me crazy, makes me mental, even thinking about it does...........
cyaz xxxxxxxxxx
......meant to be seeing my boyfriend tonight, then my mum has the decency to tell me that she is working and i can't get a lift home :((((((( i really wanted to see him, i cant see him 2moro because he is out all day and then working in the evening... oh well, it won't bother me, it will be my family who have to put up with my bad temper 2moro...
Life is pretty glum, up till yesterday my half term was going amzingly well!!!!! Still haven't done my art, i suppose if i have enough will power i will work on it 2moro, because that way i won't feel guilty about being with him on sunday!!! (god, thinking about it, i hope he isn't busy on sunday, what if he feels he has to do his school work, he would still see me but i wouldn't see him because i would feel guilty....) :s Well, back to my art, i should go do it now. I'm bored, very bored, watching a crap film and waiting for someone to come on msn to talk to (yea, right?! its friday night, everyone is out).
Its only ....11 days to my birthday....and its only 11 days to my art exam..... 11 days to do 20 pages of my sketchbook, thats like 2 pages a day! :o which i will never do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right, i am going to do my art THIS MINUTE!!! I will not go to bed until i have completed five pages!!!Five WHOLE pages!!! Its 8.20pm now, so im gonna have to work hard, here goes, wish me luck, my art drives me crazy, makes me mental, even thinking about it does...........
cyaz xxxxxxxxxx
posted by sars at 8:20 PM
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