...unspoken words...

'Im telling the truth?!' 'Honest' 'Trust me'. All of these mean nothing! Whatever is being said, there are always things being unsaid. Why can't we just have a world where everything is said, there is so much you can't tell someone, for whatever reason.
Some are ok, some things can be left unsaid, are even better left unsaid, but then there are things that are better said, and there are even things that you wish you could say, but feel you can't for how the other person will react!!
Wondering where all this had come from? Well let me ask you this, what do you do when you have been invited somewhere, you REALLY can't go, as in feel sick everytime you think of going, but you no if you don't go its gonna open up all the problems that had just been sorted this morning?! What do you do then?!?!?!?!?!?!
If i don't go, it may end, if i do, well. . . i jus can't! I have the perfect excuse, 'i can't get a lift', but it doesn't mean the person will be any happier, does it? Whatever the reason im not going, and i didn't go last night, to punish me i probably won't hear from him 2moro, valentines day!!!

Here goes. . .im about to tell him i can't go . . .

...its looking like i may not have to say nefin after all, he may have just given me a way out, lets see how he takes it. . . ive told him, waiting for a reply.
ok that, was an example of something that is better said!!!!!! Ive probably just confused you all, but i had to let it out somewhere. . . thanx